But it doesn't mean that my stand has wavered. I have cried so many times (on my way home.. half way thru doing work when i still cant get any shit on what it is about.. before i sleep...) over the past fortnight but I will still go on strong. I am not going to admit defeat.
I know i may not win this war as miraculously and victorious as in O levels but, I'll keep the faith and myself going. There's only 27 more days left. We can only move forward and conquer this labyrinthine journey. Time will tell, and i guess what Zina told me was right.
A levels isn't a battle of intelligence (thou to a large extent yes it is) but it's a battle of hard work.
& to me, it a battle of determination and perseverance. How much do we actually want something? I'm not going to let my languor take over me anymore. Toughen yourself up babe, cos you know you can do it. And you know all you need to know is that you've done your best, regardless of the results. Never ever give up at this last time. We won't know who won the race when it's not yet the end.
I'll be okay, and I am okay. Thank you all for the concern. I know I have just seemed so cold and aloof recently but that's just me, I think I was the same during O's. I just, don't want distractions and want to have more time w myself.. and a selected few. And don't worry, I'm eating well, i eat 3 proper meals. Even though I know I've lost weight. It's just the exam stress as always. But thank you all nevertheless (:
I am going to end this post now and off to complete some geog essays.
Do your best, break a leg!
2011 is a year for injuries. Bad year.
1 comments:
Been some time since i last came here and the first post is already so depressing.. :( I totally agree with you that A levels is more about hard work than intelligence, so press on and don't give up. My very last prelims in school was also very U-ful. /: My teacher gave me this advice, put aside all the school papers and take out all the past year A level papers to do. Do more of those and re-gain all your confidence of doing well for A levels! Remember, having the confidence to do well is already half the battle won. :D So yeah, hope i helped a little... AND please please don't cry. Save the tears of joy for after you get back your A level results. :) Will be away in taiwan (with nigel!) once your As start so here's wishing you goodluck and all the best in the last stretch! Persevereeeeeeeeee!
Tc,
Keat
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