HI GUYS!!!
I'm left with 2 papers for A's and I'll be done! I guess I can say I did try my best even though they could have been done better if I was more calm... but all's done and there's no turning back, I shall await my doom, or good news. Hopefully the latter but really, I'm so uncertain :-| shucks but i've prepared myself for the worse because I SWEAR LUCK IS NOT ON MY SIDE?!?!?!?!
(WARNING: TRUCKLOADS OF UNLUCKY EVENTS AHEAD)
The second week I only had 2 days with 3 papers-- H1 Econs, Chem P2 and Geog P1.
SO SO SO, GUESS WHAT? I FELL SICK W A SORE THROAT AND FEVER THE DAY BEFORE ECONS AND CHEM PAPER. HOW AWESOME RIGHT.
I knew this was it lah... tried to study as much as I can and prayed for the best. I guess I really did try my best given my physical state at that point in time and what's worse wasn't actl Econs and Chem day, it was GEOG.
Think my body was already lethargic and overworked, that's why fell sick right?! And still had t wake up early and pull thru 2 papers... come home bathe and have to study for PHY GEOG alr. Omg I tell you my mind really shut down. Like Auto-shut down that evening/night i swear i felt like shit. Felt like shit because for the 2 hours I was at starbucks (wanted to stay for 5h), I used 3 packets of tissue and countless amount of Starbucks serviets (?) for my runny nose, and I was cold sweating, my eyes were tearing (not crying), my head was throbbing and nothing was going in. WTS. This YJ guy who was sitting next t me at the long table studying phy geog came and left and i was only thru 5 pages of THEME 1. In the end, I ended up crying cos I felt too terrible...my mum came to find me after work and went home w her, died on my bed immediately and my body temperature was like damn high? Zzz but couldn't sleep in ease, woke up at 3:45am and tried to study geog all the way till school time... During the paper my mind was blank. like completely blank. Nothing could explain that kind of mental struggle during that 3h papers (2 essays + 4 CSQ) I felt rlly so terrible i felt like giving up aft 1.5h and go to sleep, my head... it was spinning at such great speed like a tropical cyclone (esp when i saw that cyclone qn) But thankfully i didn't. I guess I really did try my best, and i hope that it'll pay off :'( Seriously worse day of my life.
After lunch w B came home and slept all the way, woke up for dinns and tv, slept till this morning waking up, feeling good. Thinking okay finally all this shit is ending. BUT NO. Just as I was preparing to go out, TOM (Time Of the Month) visited. So as you all know, everytime TOM comes, I'll cramp super badly. Popped two panadols and went out, thinking i'll be fine. Had lunch w QF, Jan and MJ and just when i was about t start studying, I felt super uncomfy while buying my drink and ran for the toilet. Vomited my entire lunch out -,- And was in such severe pain from those cramps i was inside the toilet for 20+ min?? After I finally dragged myself back t bucks, the pain revisited and this time i just lied on jan and started crying omg HORMONAL CHANGES, SO DAMN EMOTIONAL. BUT IT WAS REALLY ONE OF THE WORSE CRAMPS. Toilet run 2nd time and vomit 2nd round felt so damn terrible, hate being a girl DDDD: Really, I envy all the girls who can really be "GOOD FRIENDS" with TOM. for me, it's my monthly enemy! Decided i cant take it anymore and decided to cab home (when I barely read 1 page of my geog notes) Jan and MJ accompanied me all the way t my house... thanks loadssss for taking care of me if not i think i might have really fainted !T.T
So you all think it's the end to my series of unfortunate events? NO THAT IS NOT ALL.
While I finally fell asleep to sleep the pain away, half an hour later it started raining heavily and with the strike of a powerful lightning, MY HOUSE KANA SHORT CIRCUIT..... Zzzzz There was thunder and lightning all over and I'm freakin hell scared of thunder zz wanted to ignore the short circuit and continue sleeping but feared that if i wake up in the evening in a dark house i bet i'll prolly cry (I was alr crying over the phone t B) #coward HAHAHA. So i got my dad to come home t rescue meeee and i guess, this marked the end of my unlucky 3-4 days :-/
On a brighter side, TOM was supposed to visit during Chem+Econs day. So considering it was being nice to torture me less and only came after Geog paper, I can understand why it is being so tyrannic and caused a volcano eruption in my lower body. I so understand... but pls dont do it again T.T I was damn guilty the entire day for completing NOTHING. In fact I slept for 2 days but maybe its true that i need to put health as priority... remaining 6 days got lots to complete!! JIAYOU ME
END IS NEAR.
And this is a real retarded GIF, my first GIF from my iphone since i downloaded the app:(the one on top is the second actl)
HAHAHAHAHAH! DAMN RETARDED DONT JUDGE ME KK
This is my just wake up hair and face... LOL
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Oh....! to the person who previously asked about buying my stuff on FS, I've just replied/send you an email.. hope you're reading this!
Good night,~ ^^


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