And not very surprisingly, most of the old friends whom I coincidentally bumped into all tell me "You look like you've lost weight". Sighhhhh but honestly, it isn't that bad because B has helped me to adjust back to normal eating habits as well as my parents they keep forcing me to eattttt D:
We're left w 5/6DAYS :/ Honestly, don't know if I'm prepared don't know if I'll ever feel secured but I guess, no. Keeping aims high enough for myself not because I'm confident of getting them, but because I believe in myself and that there's always a possibility so so we mustn't give up. Studying hasn't been very productive ytd& today cos idk, been experiencing a mental block maybe it's my mind subtle hint to me to rest, else it'll burn out. Plus I only slept 2 hours last night and went to sch early this morning and had math, GP and Geo consult. Right, I've to maximize my time so I don't waste so much time travelling to school. After a day of intensive consultations, my brain was alr saturated till the IP almost more than Ksp already... NOT (LOL) and to top it off w an already semi asleep mind, the moment I boarded 852 i zonked out from Bkt Timah all the way to Yishun and decided to head home early at around 830PM after only 4 hours at starbucks.
At least to make myself less guilty, I read the news every night before I sleep now. And for the remaining 5 days I'm not going to cut myself anymore slack, because the battle's beginning soon. I rmb Mama chong/Ms Mok used to say "It's about peaking at the right time" and "Consistency is key".
Pace myself out, let's hope that slow and steady wins the race.
For now, my eyelids are real heavy so I guess I'll turn in.
Good night everyone!:)
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