STOPTHE-PRETENCE

Goodbye SG.

2009-12-07T04:13:00.002+08:00

Hello world, :)

In another 12 hours time, I'll be in Taiwan! :D :D :D Argh, packing is seriously annoying, plus writing down the places to go during our stay thereeeee. Anyway I'll be back on Saturday, :) Plus it's free and easy tour, we're only following tour on one day! :D

You know, I don't like following tours unless I know the whole group (school tour :D :D :D) Arghh, hope the 1 day where we follow tour will be fun, since it's nice to just sit back and tour aroundddd :D The whole family's sleeping but me! All the jotting down of places to go's on me :C

Anyway, sis was damn funny just now HAHAHAH.
I was packing, and I was like,
"Shit lah Idk what to wear tmr"
Sis, "Why pack so much we go there buy lah"
HAHAHAHAH NICE \m/

Anyway go TW = miss another year of chalet. Last year I missed the chalet 'cause of OBS. Omg. I'm so sorry people I know I haven't appeared for 2 years :X :X :X & I really want to meet all of them uhhhhh! :(

I pray that the hotel we're staying in is safe -.-" *fingers crossed*

Dance yesterday, it wasn't as bad as last week since I felt more warmed up this week, NO ACHES ! :D But okay the stamina's still a far cry from before. Cannot even catch leg and stay there for 8 counts without feeling wobbly. The only thing that seemed to maintain is my hou tui LOL. Perspired alot during barre work, shiok :D Juniors are starting training this weeeeek, really want to go back school to dance but I won't be in SG. Really miss dancing in school, feels so much like home :D

Left early and met mum, tried hunting some stuffs but to no avail. Had dinner at Northpoint and came home. Began packinggggggggg. And till now I still am. And we're leaving soon.

Omg in like 2 hours time :O

Somehow it's like too fast to be true. LOLLOL I am super unprepared! & I hope I won't gain too much weight when I'm back. Hehehe.

Sorry I just keep going on about things that're going to happen.
But at least they're things that will happen =/

Let's hope these 6 days will be peaceful and great getaway. I really, really hope so.
(:

With that, goodbye world! Good morning/night!!!
I'll feed this blog when I'm back :D
I'm going to miss all of youuuuuuuuuuuu, and you.
Although I hope I won't, cos you're definitely not missing me I guess. But I already am =x ARGH.
(L)

Eight hundred and eighty-eighth!

2009-12-06T00:03:00.004+08:00

Can you believe it, this is my 888th post! Oh my freaking gawd, that's damn alot ever since I moved here. Hmm but my old blog has 1000+, scary. I'm such a loyal blogger who keeps a prominent and easy to remember url for all of you LOLLOL. (Im just kidding,)

You know, I want to sincerely thank all you readers out there, even though I know some of your are haters of ST-P/bs. But if you honestly hate me this much you wouldn't even bother about visiting this blog with a plain white background. Haha not that I'm saying only blogs with vibrant colourful backgrounds are attractive, but uh compare my past blogskins and those of the past year's. Haha as we grow up, we're less picky with appearance and simplicity is beauty on its own (: (Actually, I'm just lazy HAHAHA)

& ST-P/bs has also become a source of revenue for me, all thanks to all of you out there too (: I have never expected it to help me earn money one day (OMG TY NUFFNANG!), but still who wouldn't want money if it comes to them (under legal means of course) ?! But rest assured, money will never be the primary reason why I blog. Whether I earn or not, it's not going to be in relation with my consistency of blogging!! :) Speaking of this, I am still waiting for my cheque to arrive! -.- LOLLOLLOL
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Anyway I am still sneezing non stop after 3 days! It's really annoying, my nose hurts alot :( Didn't go dance today, I woke up still feeling as miserable and terrible. & I slept damn early last night ok, at like 12am?! Popped in two panadol pills and 1 strepsils and off to bed. Zz that's damn unlike me but yeah, patients have no energy to fight to stay awake D:

And just now I went out wanting to buy a new memory card but it's out of stock! Sad ttm man, plus I met mum to change my phone contract too, then the sales assistant damn attitude us! omg -.- What a lousy dayyyy. I must find a shop that sells the memory card by tomorrow no matter what!! Because I am flying on Monday and it is super unlike me to go out without a camera!!!! D: (Okay don't roll your eyes at me I know it's damn retarded) But :S Worse come to worse I shall use my mum's, HAHAHA.

YOU KNOW, I am finding a job rightttt! I shall continue hunting after I come back -.- It's true that the companies say 'we'll call you back' is simply a lie HAHAHAH. Though really got companies call me back!! LOL but oh well... :( When I get my first pay, I shall get a new cam!! Or maybe a lappy! LOL. Think damn far, haven't even find a job yet :( But I am quite determined to work I think, my financial status damn cui HAHAHA. Plus like that I go out is earn money, not spend money! :D
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Moving on, you know, I don't see why we often conceal ourselves so well that people don't see our flaws. Even if people are attracted by your perfection on the outside, does that earn us some happiness? I don't think so. In fact, we get more grumpy eventually because we get too tired hiding our real self. I'd rather expose myself and allow criticisms to roll in so that we can all learn, to me that's a more realistic approach. Hmm okay omg why am I talking such stuffs again but then again what's wrong with talking about such stuff LOLLLLL.

Everyone has their own thinking and perception, which is also why I always choose to only believe certain things after hearing from the person/people directly involved. We all listen, but we shouldn't judge too easily and quickly. Even if you're like a lifelong friend with someone else doesn't mean you'd know that person inside out. For all we know, people change and thinking changes too. Just because that is how you'd feel if you're in that person's shoe, doesn't mean that is exactly how the person feels. Assumptions, they are. And we do often make.

Maybe that was REALLY random but urm, I guess this is roughly what I wanted to blog. Being sick and cooped up at home is hell boring, so the only meaningful thing besides rotting (totally meaningless) is to reflect and think. Yay, something I haven't done for damn long. Alot of other things crossed my mind as well. Now I think I am ready to live my holiday positively, I guess. Hehe.

Come on, don't we all want to agree that girls are most of the time too sensitive but guys are at the same time insensitive?

Teehee, okay nights! I shall pack a little (doubtful) and sleep, there's dance tomorrow! :)

(OMG JUST REALISE THIS POST DAMN LONG HAHA AND NOT EMO AT ALL :S)

Sickkkkk.

2009-12-04T23:31:00.002+08:00

Just came home from watching Dancing through Seasons @ RP. It was quite nice, guys who can dance are seriously awesome :O :O :O "Would you like gays if they turn straight one day" , hahaha maybe I will!! Because they can danceeeeeee :O Ting was goooood hehehe she was damn hot when she danced hiphop please! :D Anyways we went to eat douhua after that :D :D :D yay it's been so long and walking a long route back is always nice :) Love the night breeze! But it'd have been better if I wasn't sick :(

& my heels spoilt. Tmdddd. Luckily Valerie had spare flats hahahaha.

Anyway I shall really sleep early tonight, I am feeling damn terrible!!! My eyes keep tearing my nose is running non stop and my head is throbbing hell painful ): Wish I could cut away my throat. Argh, too much heaty food :(

Goodnight people!!!

Hush hush,

2009-12-04T03:47:00.007+08:00

Caught a flu and currently running a fever now. Eyes keep tearing non stop but I seriously ain't tired for bed yet... Nice.

I'm nice, till you provoke me.

& I don't flare up because of a single incident, just in case you all think that I was being ridiculous hurling names at that someone.

I will not go on with any further discussion of this topic unless with the people I trust enough. Word of advice for people who're thinking of getting themselves involved, hear both sides of the story (ie, directly from me for my side of the story) first.

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And this is not dedicated for the same person/people mentioned above.

No matter how my feelings are always easily or almost involuntarily manipulated by your words and actions, there'll come this day my logical thinking is no longer defeated by how my heart feels. You could've done everything and nothing at the same time and I'm always prone to fall for it. I may succumb to the things you do but the validity doesn't last forever, please know that. No matter how feeble and frail I am whenever it relates to you, a part of me stay guarded and strong. Because anyone with any basic respect towards his/her friend will not ask them to stfu. So try saying that to someone who actually takes a liking towards you. This is how insensitive you can get, not once, not twice but I just keep falling for it. I may be stupid for you, but that doesn't mean my heart is an idiot for you to fool.

& all the more outsiders should NEVER interfere in this.
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My head is throbbing like crappppp so I am going to sleep. Nights/Morning all! :)

2009-12-03T02:24:00.004+08:00

I will not forget today when you ask me to stfu. Nice one.
Why must you get yourself involved in it. I fucking hate how every time between me and her, you appear. So I guess I waited for 15months to hear you say you love her and asking me to stfu? Thanks alot nigel lau. This is what you wanted isn't it?!

When we look up at the same piece of sky,

2009-12-02T17:47:00.006+08:00

Very annoyed and upset nowwww. Tmd my memory card spoil again :( Luckily I loaded in the photos already then it died, though didn't get to load in the videos :( Shall go get a new memory card (again) :( :( :( :(

Anyway here's some photosssss,

Last week in M'siaaa.
3rd Aunt, 5th aunt, grandma, mummy and cousin and I behind :)

Candy candy candy. Another new packet to kill my boredom at home hahahaha.
This one's from Sticky@Central, the other time one's from Made in Candy @ Novenaaaa.

That day we wore blue & black.
Yesterday we wore identical to Kbox O.O Haha not planned okay! But quite cool, we look like we're colleagues on dinner break when we went for dinner :D

DAMN NICE RIGHTTTTT. Inside the Christmas tree :O See until I giddy LOL

All same height, first timeeeeee. ^^

Slept at 5am woke up at 4pm... Nice.

Must pack room must pack room must pack room :( Yeah I pack room from 2 weeks ago until now haven't pack :( Wish I had magical powers that I can just point at the object and it'll be gone. HEHEHE. But then I'll use it on humans more then :S Point and poof, gone from my life. We'll all be happy living creatures but we're just selfish. Yucks.

Don't hide yourself so well that you're perceived flawless by some. We're all selfish beings, in one way or another. There will be times when we say it's alright but the fact is we all just want some things to ourselves and we hate sharing. Just like when we were young when your friend gets a chunk of chocolate, you stare at him/her hoping they'll share it with you but they just act like they don't care. There will also be times when we smile and walk away, pretending nothing ever happened but deep within we wish someone will stop us and slow us down, that you will wish others can't get what you can't get as well. It's just whether we show it anot. Humans are fucking selfish idiots.
(Omg I'm scolding myself as well LOL)

Just some random thoughts, staying at home rotting keeps me thinking. Talk about the irony, heh.

& I think I miss school, somehow ?!

Dreamy days, weird feelings, frustrating homework, boring lessons, naggy teachers, fun time, lousy grades, good grades, great friends, gossips and so on...

Now my life feels aimless, and I am too free to feel comfortable -.- Seems like I am too used to being preoccupied, running up and down daily with overflowing schedule to follow. Just that one thing i'll never want to change about holidays is my sleeping duration xD

I miss inspiring Mondays and random events and celebrations that make school days fun and loved. I miss the studio, the hall, the very dirty L2, the music room. Miss dancing in there. Don't really miss arranging the tables in L2. Haha. Miss the CANTEEN FOOD. Miss the fruit stall uncle, how every morning when he see me coming he will take out a packet of Apple Juice for me already HEHEHE :) Maybe I miss the exam halls a little. Don't miss the homework. Miss everyone being very retarded together. Miss the mugging spirit.

Okay but when school starts I know I'll go, "I MISS HOLIDAYS". Hahaha that's life. Never satisfied with what we have huh.

Very tired feel like sleeping again :(

No matter how unaffected we say we are, we still are affected in a way or another.
I miss you.

Reasons why I love Anderson.

2009-12-01T22:20:00.003+08:00

I know my title's so.... but okay lemme talk about that later :) KBOX today!! SORRY I WAS LATE AGAIN HAHAHA. (because I had this freaking scary nightmare last night, I DREAMT THAT KOHKIAYING DIED AND HAUNTED ME HAHAHA) Yay awesome mad singing (L) And hilarious moments like SOMEONE (wlao see I damn nice don't want embarrass you) asked for a GLASS ROD to stir drink and the receptionist went like, "YOU MEAN A STIRRER?"

HAHAHAHA. Oh crap, we're loyal Chemistry lab students of MM :) Glass rod, rofl. & yes, many funny movements like how we video-ed down ourselves singing freaking high songs and dancing to it LOLLOL damn funny please but it'll NEVER be uploaded for the public to view (freaking embarrassing!!!) The FB class chalet videos of me and Jiaxian is enough an embarrassment man XD Oh my bimbo hahaha :D & I also had one embarrassing moment wts hahaha "eh the guy working here quite hot leh" (then the guy comes in HAHAHA WTS :$ )

KFC after that with Jiaxian :) Dinner dinner and talked a little :) I guess I really love Anderson!! Hehe and I heard her say that I became more obedient ever since Sec 3 for 2 consecutive days sia ^^ Fly fly flyyyyyy~ Anyway last year, during this time was OBS :( Freaking miss the 1 week @ Ubin (minus all the girls getting our red at the same time!!) Sighhhhh, but happy memories forever :D

Damn full, walked home after that then it rained. Zzz wts. LOL Aching really badly from dance on Sunday still :( Okay now, guess why I love Anderson...?!

One main reason is because.....

We've got the most sporting teachers ever (L)

Omg sorry no photos yet :( I NEED A NEW MEMORY CARD.

Omg it's December...

2009-12-01T00:53:00.004+08:00

Overslept today omg I'm so sorry!!!! That's why when all of you go out with me the meetup time shouldn't be too early :X

Met Daddy (no not my real father) on the train!! Yay it's her last paper today/ytd!!! Hope it went well hmmm now it's over for all of us! :)

Headed over to Clarke Quay for my 'interview', but they wanted permanent workers only :( Ate at Waraku cafe which was awesome (serving damn big though), plus there's nice view from the cafe :D :D :D Hehe toilet moments are fun... "Come we take photo let them wait longer hahaha" ;) Townnnn after that, went to find Adrian at work!!! See, I'm sucha great friend right ^^ Saw B, FG & Joycelyn there too :) And a couple :O LOL.

Were suffering from ultimate boredom 'cause I was turning broke so we decided to catch a movie! Guess what, this is my second movie of the year :S LOL wanted to watch My GF is an Agent at first, but tickets sold out... So we caught A Christmas Carol. Erm... the starting was freaking boring I swear :X Ending was better :) Some scenes scared me though -.- Seriously, if you're thinking of catching it, watch the 3D version. 'Cause we watched the non 3D version and decided that 3D will be much better!!! (do tell me if I'm wrong though)

Continued on my job hunt later on. Sigh, the shops don't seem very keen on hiring 16 years old teenager who can only work until JC starts :( But some went damn smoothly I was almost hired straightaway for one shop but okay, the pay was abit :S :S :S Hehehe but found a job at ^^ Yay I hope they hire me!!! The supervisor said she'll contact me before I leave for TW to tell me when I can start work. Sounds positive, yes?! :D:D

Slacked at Macs after that. For the sake of shaker fries, I turn to Macs LOLLOL. Chatted and slacked~

"So are you over her? You sure?"
"Yes"
"Okay let's start chanting her name now!!"
HAHAHAHAH :D

Chatted till around 11 and went home! Damn tireddddd. Love the Christmas tree outside Ion :D Pretty pretty! Gonna bathe and tuck in to bed! KBOX tomorrow :) So photos in tomorrow too! See you all :D

Should I? Or should I not? I don't like this feeling :( Please go away soon :/ How I wished you knew, that I wished you were here :/ Once I start work, I may not even get to talk to you anymore :(

2009-11-30T01:25:00.002+08:00

Type delete type type type backspace type delete type delete close.

Open.

Type delete type delete.
(blank)

This is what's been happening. I feel restricted to blog, somehow. I don't know what I should type and what I shouldn't. But I know I don't like people interfering into others' affairs. An act of concern is alright, but just don't act like you know everything inside out and harms instead of helping. Stating facts is okay, but turning inferences into assumptions and bringing them across as facts is not.

Okay, I conclude this the best toned summary of what I was trying to bring across. Indirect but direct at the same time. Doesn't sound a least bit harsh to me at all anyway ^^

Argh, I am typing and deleting again. Forget it. Blog when I'm back. NIGHTS :D

Lost track of time

2009-11-29T23:15:00.005+08:00

Yay I am back :)

So where was I.... Okay yesterday Peishi & I went Marina Barrage for our (fail) picnic! And took photos there. The scenery wasn't too bad but it tends to be the same (like same bg) after some time~ The sun was freaking furious and scorching yesterday too, super thankful for her sunscreen lotion!!!! I love the sun but I seriously don't need to get anymore darker :D

Here's some of our quite fail jump shots :

Ok this one is successful hahahaha

And guess who I bumped into there!??! I bumped into Bestf!!!!!! Like omg, seriously :O Super unexpected hahahah but her hair damn cool, GREEN COLOUR :O Really best sia! But didn't get to talk to her :S

Went to Haji lane after that, got a denim outerwear and I was left with $1 after that purchase. Call me pathetic, HAHAHAH. Damn sad sia, but okay lah I didn't spend that $1 away XD

Went back to Khatib after that, sat at some void deck and ate our leftover picnic food, waited for the sky to turn dark and took photos at some playground and on our way home :)

REALLY sad face hehe :}

EPIC FAIL angry face LOL

I love the paperbag because it's filled with love, (L)

Okay, just kidding. HAHAHA. Need to start learning to sleep early sooooon. Screw th eyebags ):

So today, Zina called me to wake me up LOL (I only did so after 5 calls LOL) Met her at TPY and we walked to Shhk. Hmmm first lesson there, not too bad. Just super stiff after not dancing for 4months :( Which is why I'm aching like crap now hahaha. People there are quite friendly :) But their routines are so confusing or maybe it's me hehehe. And when I was walking out, I lost my way :( LOL! Damn sad, but I manage to find my way back home, luckily. Hahaha alright so that's that.

Really tired so I shall bathe and sleep now!!!! Don't wanna be late tomorrow :X

Sunny yellow banana day!

2009-11-28T22:38:00.003+08:00

Picnic (quite fail, we both were not hungry at all hahaha) + phototaking @ Marina Barrage today w Peishi! Updates later on, when I grab all the photos from her FB after she loads them :)

BACCKKK.

2009-11-28T00:00:00.003+08:00

First off, sorry for being abruptly away and disappearing from blogosphere! I went over to JB for 2 days (: Trip wasn't too bad, total cut off from technology again! Got to see grandma, godmum, aunts and all... and got good food! Okay a good getaway I suppose :) Waipo really catching up with age, cannot climb the stairs anymore :( Had an early night (1am quite early for me!) forgot to bring my specs over so me was half blind at night LOL.

Got pulled out of bed at 10am OMGZXS this is super unlike me!!! So after breakfast I went back to sleep until 2pm again -.- I overheard random conversations of my mum and my aunts calling me a pig !!! (I slept in the living room) Lunch was very awesome seafood porridge omg nvr had such good porride in my life before!!!! Shopped awhile before coming back to Singapore! Love it when there's no traffic jams ^^

Okay I took very little photos mainly of the first night's dinner (Korean food! NICE but pricely! Worth the try though!) Gotta sleep now gonna wake up early tomorrow yay! Goodnight! :D

BTW!!! I found out that CNY next year is on 14feb, same as Vday!! OMG hehe which is also 2 days after yours truly's birthday... ^^ AHEM. Hahaha gosh I'm turning 17 soon that's pretty fast~ But it also means i'll most likely not be in SG for CNY... hope my angbao money goes up !! ^^ :X

Pocket full of memories

2009-11-26T03:54:00.002+08:00

"I like you a lot, and you know it. I'm trying my best to stay out of your way while all the while trying my best to transform into a better person for you. When will you ever look my way?"
-P.heartache/tumblr

The tumblr site rocks, everyone should read it. Best for emo people hahaha. :)

A folder full of memories.
Shouldn't have, touched it.

Now I feel, entangled all over again.
Call me a foolish silly stupid bimbo, I don't really care.
Because I am stupid,
so stupid for you.

Maybe we're all a little torn up inside.
And I am just damaged at best.

4:05am Time to sleep. Goodnight babies!

Wtf

2009-11-25T06:39:00.004+08:00

Omg it's 6:39AM now and I am still wide awake.... :O Wtf is wrong with me ): The sky is getting brighter now hehehe I have been hearing birds chirp since 6am LOL Not yet finished with the year book page, omg this is tiring shit all of you should feel guilty ): IM JUST KIDDING :D

Ranted to Shan just now. Now I feel guilty omg I shouldn't rant shouldn't rant. Later I get bad karma hehehe. Peace everybody there should be peace!! (Cause everytime I rant I sound like a bitch who is freaking dissatisfied with what life brings me) Hehe no I am very easily satisfied and pleased okayyyy from now onwards I will tolerate and not rant anymore ^^

Learn learn learn learn, we all must.

Okay fine, I shall catch some sleep now. My mum's up for work and before she catches me still typing away here, I better not land myself into trouble hehehe. Good morning (LOL) world will continue the update later ^^

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Yay finished finished I can finally relax and start packing my room !!!
Omg it's 11:11pm now ^^

Today's not a good day ):

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A stone's throw away

2009-11-25T01:24:00.005+08:00

Omg look at these shoessssssssss:

-Squeeeeaaaaalllls-

Swear I'm gonna hunt them down when I go to Taiwan next week !!!! Hehe I think I might bump into Shan there!!!! Omg omg omg massive retail therapy coming my way this is awesomeeeeee. Shit I just made myself sound like a materialistic bitch hehe but well, shopping does make girls happy, don't you all agree?! I wanna go BKK too sigh but I don't think my parents will allow me to go ): ): ):

Spent the last few hours trying to find some nice places to go when we go there... Yes we're not gonna follow a tour! :) :) :) Gave up in the end it really is quite tiring to find... hahaha Anyway guess what !!

I slept at 5am last night, woke up around 4pm today, did some stuffs and fell back asleep at 6pm till 8.30pm!!!!!! Salute me please, my sleeping timing and hours are impressive, eh? ;) So it's failed attempt #2 at packing room gotta pack by hook or by crook tomorrow =(

Okay, I shall go bathe and continue with the year book thing. Hungry right now I feel like eating toblerone LOL! Weird cravings. :/

Can't wait to danceeeeeee. Am very stiff now sigh sigh sigh where did all my 180degree lifts and kicks go to ): ): ): But at least time does heal some wounds I guess (LOL, not the emotional one lah) My back seems to be better now hehe but we wouldn't know till I dance? x;

Like a broken picture in a frame

2009-11-24T03:31:00.005+08:00

Look @ the time now... my nocturnal habits are kicking in again. Thankfully I'm not the only one :) Anyway, working on the super overdued yearbook page for grad classes now. Guess what,

Really need it!!! Am at page 2 already, thankfully though. Brain's not functioning well, guess it's a signal for me to tuck in to bed!! :D Today was a miserably failed attempt at packing up my room LOL

Still a locked up chamber afterall.

"Love is never wanting to lose faith, never wanting to give up, and never truly moving on. Love is knowing and praying in the deepest part of what's left of your heart that they feel the same."

Awesome facebook love quote hehehe.

Have this sudden craving to eat douhua now omg when was the last time I ate it?! :( Haven't danced for 4 long months too can't wait to feel the dance floor again hehe anyway I'm gonna watch O school recital '09!!! Are you? :) Gained back 2kg from last week after losing 5kg during O's period hehehe best (Y)

Goodnight lovelies ^^

Unconsciously,

2009-11-23T04:16:00.001+08:00

There's no use restricting, nor refraining.
Because time and again,

I fall in involuntarily and unconsciously.

Hey, I still am,
waiting.
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Once again,

2009-11-22T17:53:00.004+08:00

I shall answer everyone's questions about my outfit on prom in this post!!! So, to begin with...

What I wore :

Earrings - Forever 21 @ Wisma
Choker - Diva @ Ion Orchard
4" Heels - Sole Passion @ FEP
Maroon Bling Hairband - (forgot what shop) @ Square 2 , Novena
Rose Clutch - Missy Style @ Iluma

As for my dress, it's not available anywhere LOL. But I bought it originally at Viola @ Bugis Junction. It's the only piece for this dress and it didn't look like this originally! It was double 3/4 sleeved (picture that on your own) but I thought it wasn't really what I exactly wanted (really loved the dress!) so I got it altered into toga :) Got it tailored for free by Ting's friend's mum! The aunty's really nice~ :D Really should get her something to thank her for helping me alter my dress :) LOL but I hope nobody will go and reproduce this dress! Let this be the only piece forever =D Anyway, the lace top is very sheer and see through, so I had to wear a tube inside!

Hair was done at Golden Apple Hair Salon @ Khatib Central :) I'd say, I was very satisfied with my hairdo, it was about 85% to the kind of hairstyle I wanted (15% because my hair was very dry after that and my bad fringe day hahah) Plus, the 5 of us who went there ended up having very nice hairstyle! Whats more, we got it done at a student price of $20, so I thought it was really affordable (: Thanks FG for recommending that place! :D

Okay, now for those of you wondering why I didn't dress very "prom-ish", I wanted to look comfortable enough yet formal at the same time. Didn't want to splurge on a dress that I'd only wear once (Can tell that alot of us bought dresses that could be re-worn! :D) and something that was different from the rest :D And although there're lots of lace dresses in the market out there, but they still look different from this! So yay! And if any of the blogshop owners feel like reproducing this dress, please at least have the courtesy to credit back to Viola , the shop, if you're not intending to credit back to me ROFL. We all know that originality matters (:

Issues on price wise, please ask me personally (: I don't wish to unintentionally rake up any issue on finance here, LOL. But I'm sorry I'm not intending to sell any part of my outfit! (: I've got friends who want to sell their dresses though, if you're interested you can leave a comment as well, I will help to see if any of my friends' dresses matched what you want (:

Moving on, the MAKE UP.

This was what I used for my make up that day. (I lost my Maybelline B&W eyeshadow palette!!!) I helped Blodwen & Shihui did their make up but they bought and brought their own make up with them, so I can't post up! And for Suhui's and Peishi's, I borrowed Xiaobai's B&W palette (Silkygirl) (since I lost mine ): ) and the Za eyeshadow palette up there!!! (the one w 3 colours)

Went for a rather natural look, so actually in the photos I looked like I only had falsies on LOL. Moisturizer is very important to me, I also dk why! & I strongly recommend the concealer I'm using =) It's from Za! I'm sure the rest of the girls wanna agree with me too ^^ Foundation was from Za as well. I used eyeshadow and bronzer from E.L.F (can be bought at Sasa) I used ELF bronzer in Sunkissed tone in place of blusher because I wanted to look natural but have my cheeks defined at the same time, and the bronzer did help. I swear if I wore blusher that night I'd look like I was going for a performance LOL. Didn't have time to draw brows that day, was in a rush for time. So in times like that, PLEASE REMEMBER TO TRIM YOUR EYEBROWS BEFOREHAND. Thank goodness my brows were quite thick and nicely kept :D

Btw, got my brows trimmed by my cousin. So idk where to recommend :S Brush applicators (the golden brushes in the photo) is my bestfriend in applying makeup! Never liked using the eyeshadow applicator, I'd use my hands instead. But I didn't want to make a mess tht day, and the brushes were my best helpers :) Loved the concealer brush, eye defining brush and eyeshadow brushes esp! Bought it at Sasa once again (: Sasa is my favourite place! Got my perfume there too :D What have I missed out... oh yeah, curl your REAL lashes before putting on the falsies! & I used maybelline's lipstick as a base (a lil nude) before applying the ELF lipstick in almost the same shade, but with gloss. Finally the pink gloss from O2 Skin!

Amazingly long post!!! I hope I haven't missed out on anything? And my make up not very pro ah, but I just do what I can and what I think it's nice LOL. Oh yes, lastly!!!!

If you're gonna stay out but very lazy to bring your makeup remover lotion (mine's kinda big but hardly use it, troublesome) and the eye and lips make up remover, I recommend...

FROM SASA AS WELL! :)

Very convenient :D

And yeah, my nails... er. I bought fake nails! Nail polishes from Sasa (again!!!) and the lace is from some shop at FEP (3rd level!) Saved alot from the manicure part, I am a super DIY person :D :D :O

Oh well, with that, I'm ending this post!! Ultra LONGGGGGGG. Byebye :D

Am I ?

2009-11-21T22:15:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, we just feel strongly obliged to do it, but we just can't.
So, which way out now?

Thought this struggle's gonna be over...
Till I realise it was another mere deception.

Feeble. Denial. Crushed.
Am I ?
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Hello people, I am back (: Must have been a pretty great getaway I'd say! Though there were times when we'd just be stuck and caught up in boredom, at least it drove those thoughts away. I managed to relax and stop worrying ^^

Chalet was alright, ate freaking alot. First night was BBQ, and then I binged on freaking lots of tidbit (haven't touched tidbit for a year please!!!!) Mahjong-ed throughout the night, with a few rounds of daidee and indian poker! Second morning, came home to bathe, and KO at home for a few hours because only slept 1.5 hours the night before. Left Kohkiaying in extreme boredom there ROFL went back during late afternoon (:X) haaha CAMWHORED AND VIDEO-ED (ROFLOLSZXS) Hilarious ttm! Went for steamboat which was awesomeeeee, love it :D Ate freaking lots again (whats wrong w me!) hehe and walked back :D Watched DVD again like the previous nights, then mahjong-ed again :O KO-ed around 3+, everyone was lethargic but Kia, since she didnt stay the first night! Throughout the night i kept "online" and "offline" a few times haahah hear them gossip and fall back asleep :) We all KO-ed finally and Kia and me woke up at 11+, latest :S Hehehe actually it's me, since kia wanted to wake up but I die also want to sleep :P

Decided to cook finish all the food, 50 satays and 7 packets of noodles :O :O :O I KO-ed while eating satay ahahaha beat that! Watched OKTO ROFLSZXS, and left the place. Kia Porny and I went to eat ice cream at Novena! Chilled and talked till 8 before heading home (:

Quick and nice summary, am really beat now D: Shall wait for photos to be loaded by the rest :D and of course myself! FB flooded with prom photos, please direct yourselves there :D Tomorrow shall be time for the ultimate room packing of the yearrrrrrrrr!

WILL BE RIGHT BACK

2009-11-19T15:09:00.005+08:00

Am gonna bathe, pack and leave for class chalet nowwww! Hmm I haven't done my laundry yet, sianzxs. But mum's gonna be back soon, she'll scream at me for sure :( WHY ME SO LAZY, haven't even packed my room! & I haven't finished the year book thingy as well :(

Some of you have been asking me about where I did my hair , how I do my make up and all... Will post them up sometime later okay!!!! Byebye love you all (L)

PROM 09

2009-11-18T15:32:00.005+08:00

Prom's over, like finally. After shopping like crazy everyday for the prom stuffs and going "omg prom is reaching!", this morning we awoke to saying , "Can't believe yesterday was prom" :O Think I have a strong phobia for shopping now, especially for formal/glam stuffs. OMG :O

Woke up early, went over to the salon to meet B, XB, FG & Shihui. I was earliest for the first time okie!!!! :D And xiaobai thinks there had to be something wrong with the world w me being earliest hehehe. So I did my hair first, liked it very much! :) (The amount of glitter zammed onto my hair also very much HAHAH)

Cannot see the ultra blings, can go facebook see! (Still loading:D)

Xiaobai's hair was damn gorgeous I swear, luscious curls like omg :D :D Satisfied with the hair! Then we took cab down to Grand Copthorne Waterfront Hotel, hehehe :D Checked in, dialled for Macs delivery and make up and all ! I can become make up artist already huh ^^ Hahaha quotes from suhui and peishi :) Did 5 people worth of make up together, and everything became freaking rush ): Anyway check out my nailszxs,

Painted and did everything on my own! So pardon the not so professional pasting of lace (real lace k!!!) :/

Went down to the Grand Ballroom, freaking crowded and we were like damn traumatized HAHAHA So we rotted at one corner to camwhore before going in ^^ Overall the whole thing wasn't too bad and thanks alot for helping me take food uh, my nails caused me so much immobility ): It's fake nails anyway, so it's freaking uncomfortable! LOL In general, everyone looked simply awesome last night :D But sadly, didn't get to take photos with everyone! Was so crowded and messy and all :(

And I freaking won the 10th prize for the lucky draw-- a coffee maker. ROFL and 4/1's damn lucky please! We won the first and second lucky draw prizes eh! ^^

The whole crowd of us lingered till 12 and we sang Suxian a birthday song! Awesomeeeeee, happy birthday you sexy girl! :D Went up to the room, changed into sandals and the whole group of us went out. Swear we walked the longest way to Clarke Quay!!!! Settled down for some supper at like 2am++ LOL then walked back via shortcut and met up with the rest on the way back! Then there was the adventure of C crossing the fence in her prom dress and heels ROFLLLL and the guys acting drunk WTF LOL.

Got back to our rooms, let the guys bathed first before the girls did. Wanted to watch the meteor shower but hmmm cancelled in the end. Crashed the netballers room after bathing and we chilled in there for the whole time, together with Kia :D Gossiped, and watched some sumo wrestling on the tv (ROFL PHYLLIS) And we tried our luck to watch meteor shower from the rooms and yessa!!!! I think we were quite lucky :)

In the end we fell asleep one by one and SYLVIA HELD MY HAND TO SLEEP LIKE OMG LOLLLLLLLLL. Woke up at 9, (3 hours of sleep!) and we all looked like,

LOL Charissa looked damn gleeful!!

C & I headed back our room, lol we left min in the room with the guys for the entire night cause they were all sleeping :O washed up, packed, checked out and walked to GWC for our breakfast/lunch!!! After that the whole lot of them decided to catch PA but I am freaking humji, HAHAHAHAH. Min and I headed home (:

And I am freaking tired now knowwwww, though yesterday was awesome. G & R laugh at the same frequency, seriously! LOLLOL. Trying to load the photos into FB now, :) And guess what, Class chalet's tomorrow omgzxszzzzz!

Here's some photos to make do for the meanwhile!! :D Hehehe I felt damn tall last night, practically had to bend a little or the guys must tiptoe ROFL. Btw, my makeup's pretty simple. The only thing that makes it look like I've put lotsa make up has to be the falsies! Damn blinggggg, :O Quite shocked as well, when I tried at home it wasn't so bling HAHAHAH!

KUN!!! She wore heels, and yay finally got girl same height as me last night! :D

Best class photo ever taken, so pretttttyyyyyyy (L)

YAWN

2009-11-17T00:48:00.002+08:00

Sorry I've been such a dead blogger :(

Life's really busy like a bumblebee after O's!!!! Shopping for prom =))

Friday :
Last paper :) Came home, bathed, out. Lunched w Khei & Adrian. 3 sad people LOLZ. After lunch, A went to work while Khei and me began shopping :) Was hell tiring okay, or isit just me who haven't shopped for ages :O Slacked at Graffiti cafe.... halfway, then omg I damn suay :O Randy came afterwards, and Khei got her karma (HAHAHA) Walk slack walk slack, met Dave, dinnered, went to wait for A to drop off, went Bishan for supper and homed! Thanks Dave!

Saturday :
Woke up late, hehe then met Jiaxian @ Bishan! Finally got to eat laksa after 2 failed attempts to eat on Friday! Shopped around, went to CWP before heading for WX's place! HAPPY 16th WX!! I was a blur sotong huh.... LOL!!! Slacked around w Jiaxian, used lappy and read mag! LOL then BBQ + camwhoring began. Food was awesome, DARE was even more awesome!!!! Like totally :O HEHEHE. Got home at midnight, didn't stay over!

Sunday :
Woke up early, went airport to send mum off. Then went to cousin's place for facial followed by lunch w them. Then headed home and rotted. Painted my nailzzzz.

Today :
Met Peishi in the morning. Then went home to sleep somemore. LOL Met Ting, headed to town. Walked around, got my stuffs. Went totally broke. Went to bugis and borrowed money from Clint LOL SOS ! Got my last few stuffs, and finally done~~ Dinnered and died on the way home :(

Gonna continue painting my nails now!!!!! PROM IS TODAY OMGGGGGG.
Haven't packed!!! :(

Sorry for the brief update. Rlly hard to type with my nails :(:(:( plus, photos in my just fixed comp which is damn empty~~ LOLLOL SEE YA ALL!!!!!!!

Awesome,!!

2009-11-15T01:14:00.004+08:00

FB 'friends' overload, so I just deleted 155 friends off the list since it just hit 1k. Accidentally deleted some known friends as well, omg I need to stop being such a blur queen :( Been extremely blur these days! (right kohkiaying!) & Facebook needs to stop auto deleting my friends (known) as well @#)%(#)% Damn irritating I must add them back~

The first two days of freedom has been pretty much awesome, really :D But hell, it's freaking tiring I swear. And as I'm typing this, I'm going to fall asleep real soon~ So, I'll update later/tomorrow/sometime soon... when I reformat my comp so I can load in photos as well! :D

Hope it was just a glitch :S

So, what now?

What is this man, seriously. Just what's this. Life is such a bitch at times. Heaven makes such a big joke outta all of us... & did I mention that technology kills?

Best Goodbye.

2009-11-13T10:35:00.005+08:00

OMMMMMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
Who says that Friday the 13th must be bad?!?!?! THIS IS THE BEST FRIDAY THE 13TH EVERRR.

GOODBYE O LEVEL YOU'RE OUTTA MY LIFE OUTTA MY LIFE~
Can't believe that one/two year(s) of hardcore mugging ends like this. No more eye ~~bags~~ luggages (hehehe), no more late night muggings, no more library mugging w B...

I need time to adjust i think :O BUT, OMG GOODBYE O'S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Gonna bathe, and head out. TIME TO SPEND MONEY !!!!!!

(Okay, see below! yayyyy poor teckbao first person to get my craziness :O)

- xinlin, says:
is he fat?
Randy says:
DONT TRAUMATISE ME LEH
NO
okay abit
like those middle age abit fat one
HAHAH
- xinlin, says:
HAHAHA maybe he just want you to donate him some :P
HAHAHAHAHAHAH
JUST KIDDING
ROFL
Randy says:
WTF
I HATE YOU
EVL
EVIL
GO BATH BYE
HAHAHAH
- xinlin, says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
This is awesome
im gonna blog this down
ROFL

Been hiding enough,

2009-11-11T01:21:00.005+08:00

In another 2 days time, I'll stop looking like......

I haven't slept for ages. Hehehe. Awesome much :)

Seriously, time's flying by. How we whined about O's being 20 weeks away at the start of the new school year, to counting down to 100 days, then 2 weeks, and now, it's just merely 2 days before I officially graduate (: I think, as crazy as this sounds, I'll miss mugging... even if they don't give me the results I want in return. It's really something that can calm me down, and distract me from all the abstract thoughts forever weaving in my mind :/

I don't think I did THAT well for O's.... people say that MCQ is to pull us up, mine's the other way round. Haha maybe it's because when I'm given choices, I'm always stuck in making a decision. Give me a blank space instead, my immediate and truest thoughts would be penned down, isn't it all more real this way? Okay, I'm drifting. Haha. Maybe results doesn't really matter that much, I know I've done whatever I could, given in my all and left no regrets (: Even if people want to speak about how hard I work but what I reap is not what I sow, I'm not gonna care. Because it's my results, not theirs. My life, not yours.

Too many thing's been happening these days, I really need a space to breathe. I really, really do.

Life's going to be fun filled everyday, even later on though my exams haven't ended. Hehehe can't wait :) Just two more and it'd be the beautiful ending :D Should I get a job??? Hehehe okay I'm doubtful that I'll. I'll spend all my time dancing I guesssssssssss. So don't be surprise if you all see me go back take results in wheelchair, HAHAHA touchwood! :)

Maybe, it's time to remove this mask that I've put on for so long... Why fake a smile and pretend everything's so alright? I really wish someone can understand, really do. Because at times I really just want to run away from everything and give myself a break.
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I don't know where is this heading to, perhaps I need to learn to cross this road soon. But I'm not sure if I can do it.

For now, I'm still hanging.